Doc appt Monday. Totally nervous about what my findings are going to be in my blood tests. I hope I am not dying or am horribly odd in some sort of fluke way. I have been eating a little better, but managed to consume 4 donuts in 2 days! Fuck, so bad. I have also managed to forget taking my blood pressure for the past 4-5 days! Ugh. What is it in the human nature that makes us not care about our health or well being??? Denial? Laziness? I wonder what the hell my deal is sometimes. Still have not seen all of the latest Steven Universe shows, bummer. YouTube has been my passion and solace lately. I now know so many facts in my short 34 years on this planet that I could go on a Jeopardy Champ Week and come out Bill Gates rich! lol, well maybe as rich as Oprah.
Took care of my little niece today. She is just a month old. She still has her new car smell and is redic gorgy. It has been so long since I held a baby that tiny and hapless. This is my first time being an Aunt, so I had to gush about her a tad.
The rest of tonight should end with cocktails and food and good TV. Or maybe Netflix. Def some sex or some shit. It has been to long. Well I won't bore you with that shit. Nite readers!