The Lioness in the Leo

I have always sought out peace and normality in my life, but have yet to find it. I feel the thing holding me back is love. While I love all of my friends, family, kids, mother, and acquaintances to pieces-I lack that love from an actual lover. I have (had) a husband who made me feel amazing, yet I will always have an inclining of pure unadulterated disdain for the type of treatment I received while hard at work. I sit on a precipice of being a single strong Black woman or stay and always wonder if this is the real deal. While I have love for, I don't feel in love with him. Sad, but true. There is no turning back on a scorned woman. Good luck to you, Dijuan.

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Afternoon folks. Went to the store yesterday and stopped by one of those blood pressure machines at the pharmacy. I was very up to date and had a way to take my weight. I was hesitant at first as I am always 150LBS and have high blood pressure. I was pleasantly surprised to find not only has my blood pressure nearly returned to normal, but I only weigh 126lbs!!!! Diet and going to the gym actually work. lol who knew?! What does everyone think of the world ending? I know deep down that it is really a bunch of bullshit, yet a part of me wonders why someone thinks they know exactly when time as we know it will end. I don't know shit, other than that we know nothing. When the Earth is done its done. No mortal lifeforms has the power or knowledge of all the things in this big wide universe. If it is true, then have a nice meal today, have a good conversation with someone, and hug your loved ones last time. Every time I see a post or hear a story about the world ending I do these things ...

Been a while folks. My bad, and my good. Been going through buying a new home and settling in and so on. A tall order for someone with two kids and a disabled mother. But we are well. I wish I had left Las Vegas though as this town is still full of poisonous people and vices. I have been behaving anyway. I would like to ask for prayers for my family friends. One has a ill mother and another has an illness herself. I have most recently lost my mother in law to cancer and I am still in shock from all of the red tape and rig-a-maroe that comes with those events. My own blood pressure has been crazy high but not damming. Today will be a day filled with relaxation and rest as well as music and surfing the internet. That always has helped me find my Zen, just reading or vegging out on the sofa without a dam thing to do but ponder the secrets of the universe and the life it sustains. I hope to not go so long without being on here. Until then friends...

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I am a mom, caregiver, and a wife much to my dismay. Understand that I love my family and their odd personalities but they can be the stuff of nightmares usually. I don't hate them but they are annoying at times. My daughters will be daughters and my mom is a normal cranky elder, yet my husband is my definite source of unwanted bullshit. Talking with him is hopeless. If it isn't about sports or tits and ass, it isn't interesting. I have always adored someone who keep abreast (punny) with current events and not worried about actual breasts. When we discuss money he takes a religious turn and often quotes ' If He wants us to have it He will bless us with it'...like really buddy? Don't blame Gods will for your piss poor ways of saving and handling money! Mine have always been in disarray but what 20 something hasn't had bad funds at one time or another? Now 35 and a parent I am more cautious with credit and spending, why can't he be as well? Sex? Ugh, t...

https://youtu.be/tpRhetFm0CQ Sorry I have been gone so long. I will be posting some of my fav YouTube vids and other similar things I have enjoyed in the past few months. Enjoy and Happy New Year.