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Relaxation

Been a while folks. My bad, and my good. Been going through buying a new home and settling in and so on. A tall order for someone with two kids and a disabled mother. But we are well. I wish I had left Las Vegas though as this town is still full of poisonous people and vices. I have been behaving anyway. I would like to ask for prayers for my family friends. One has a ill mother and another has an illness herself. I have most recently lost my mother in law to cancer and I am still in shock from all of the red tape and rig-a-maroe that comes with those events. My own blood pressure has been crazy high but not damming. Today will be a day filled with relaxation and rest as well as music and surfing the internet. That always has helped me find my Zen, just reading or vegging out on the sofa without a dam thing to do but ponder the secrets of the universe and the life it sustains. I hope to not go so long without being on here. Until then friends...

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