Saturday was fun and educational. Went to the Springs Preserve for the Afro American Celebration with my daughters. Really great. They had fun too. Funnel cake, good music, and photo ops. What more could you want. Especially a nice 79 degree low cool wind weather to go along with it. Sunday was less eventful. Quiet and relaxing. This weekend may have been one of the least stressful I have had in a while. I wonder if it has anything to do with not having my husband around. It very will may be. The pressures of marriage are too much some times. I love him, but with him being busy and away for a while makes me feel more free and less obligated to chore sex or affection. Sleeping alone is also fab. I miss it a bit too much. lol My tune may change by the end of the week, but we will see. As for work, I wonder what the hell is going to happen to me in a month. That is really all the time I have left to complete the quarter and do it well. I now see why they have a large turnover. Stress and worry over if you will have a job every 3 months is really not a good thing. I hope I can make it, but if I don't I don't. I can not let it be the defining factor of my character. I have taken to praying everyday to give a 100% and do well on the job, and it seems to be working. Stress can kill you, so I try not to do it as much, due to my ever-present hypertension and chronic aches and pains. I hope all you readers are doing better than me, and that you keep God in your heart. He really is the answer to all things. Ciao.
Selling my car to Carmax Thursday. Wonder what will happen. I hope it will be worth the trip. My aunt and mother went to pick up my grandfathers ashes today for his memorial services next week. I hate that the last I saw of him was frail and stiffening in the hospital just 15 min after his last breath. I am still smarting from the hurt. My supervisor shed love and light on my sadness and made me believe in humanity again. Life is a lot of things...short, crazy, frustrating, but it sure in the hell ain't easy. All that I have been through and I am only 34, dam, what a bazaar road ahead.
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