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Doc appt Monday. Totally nervous about what my findings are going to be in my blood tests. I hope I am not dying or am horribly odd in some sort of fluke way. I have been eating a little better, but managed to consume 4 donuts in 2 days! Fuck, so bad. I have also managed to forget taking my blood pressure for the past 4-5 days! Ugh. What is it in the human nature that makes us not care about our health or well being??? Denial? Laziness? I wonder what the hell my deal is sometimes. Still have not seen all of the latest Steven Universe shows, bummer. YouTube has been my passion and solace lately. I now know so many facts in my short 34 years on this planet that I could go on a Jeopardy Champ Week and come out Bill Gates rich! lol, well maybe as rich as Oprah. Took care of my little niece today. She is just a month old. She still has her new car smell and is redic gorgy. It has been so long since I held a baby that tiny and hapless. This is my first time being an Aunt, so I had to gush a...
Went to Taco Mexico and had a great lunch. Visiting with my Aunt and chilling with the family for the day. This is the relaxation that I needed. Good times. Have a great day everyone.  :o)
So the dream home I really wanted to build was nearly half a million, so it is back to the drawing board for house shopping. Quicken Loans and several other small loan peoples have been interested in financing at least 80% of my costs for mobile and modular styled homes. The economy has take a turn for the worst lately and while that is horrid for others, Walmart employees and government, it will be good for a first time home buyer like me. The rates will go way down again and loans with come with dirt cheap extras. As for my health, it is way better. Going in Friday for blood tests and to my OBGYN the next Friday. I hope all my parts are working right soon. I really want a house and really dont feel like die'en at the moment, lol. Yeah I gotta laugh with all this or I would be left with only crying and sadness. Laughter is suppose to be the best medicine so I am told, so I am going to try to do more of just that. Until next time readers.
I feel like I am 78 or something, I have 3 doctors appointments in less than a month to get BC and check on my bad ticker. Shit sucks. For now I am eating plenty veg and smoothies with raw fruits and diet juices. Bleeeckch! lol Other than that this year is ok. I like 2016. I will be joining the gym soon, yeah it sounds cliche, but I have to in order to keep my heart healthy. I choose life. Been coloring in one of those adult coloring books with inspirational messages. I like it, no I love it. Fun stuff! I hung two of the finished pics in my cubicle and it really makes my dull desk interesting now. Well I am off to relax before work. Ciao.
Been to long, been busy. Been to the doctor and to the gyno. I am sick. I have heart problems. Though I am not scared of death, I am not ready to die. I have too many things to do for others...yeah others not me. I am done honestly. But I have my children, my mother, my husband, my friends. Life is a real bitch, but she is funny too. I hope the holidays have treated everyone right. My trip to LA and my trip to San Jose were perfection. I hope to return to the beach in the summer and just feel the cool crisp ocean again. It was heaven. I try to pray everyday and keep my faith. My job has a chaplain who comes to lift our spirits, and it is really working. God is going to be the answer for anything I do from these days forth. I hope we can get the best loan for our house, it is really the last thing I am needing to work out before I can feel accomplished and complete. 2016 is a mystery that I hope to carefully and calmly unfold. I hope all of you out there are well. Until I have a few min...