Forgive me, it has been too long. So much has transpired. I have been on probation on my job and stressed. I have disagreement upon disagreement with my husband and stressed. I have had menopausal symptoms and pain and stressed. This is the first weekend in a while were I have had fun. I drank and made bbq with my daughters and just relaxed. It was a slice of heaven. I wish that when we are born we are given some instructions to life along side our placentas. It is a struggle. Happy to say not financially, but sad to say mentally for me. I will do my best not to ignore this blog again. How are you readers? Have you had a peaceful and meaningful Memorial Day? Today I pay tribute to my grandfather and all the others who fought to protect our rights. I also remember my friends father who had helped in Persian Gulf, he is now helping the Lord look over us. Bless him. The moral of things today for me are that though I am stressed I am here, I am well. I am no longer on probation, I am no longer arguing with my husband, I am getting some relief to my middle aged pains. I am woman here me roar. All that does not kill me will only make me stronger. I am the Lioness in the Leo. Ciao.
Selling my car to Carmax Thursday. Wonder what will happen. I hope it will be worth the trip. My aunt and mother went to pick up my grandfathers ashes today for his memorial services next week. I hate that the last I saw of him was frail and stiffening in the hospital just 15 min after his last breath. I am still smarting from the hurt. My supervisor shed love and light on my sadness and made me believe in humanity again. Life is a lot of things...short, crazy, frustrating, but it sure in the hell ain't easy. All that I have been through and I am only 34, dam, what a bazaar road ahead.
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