Got off to a good start today with a visit from my aunt and cousin. She, my aunt, was really happy with my weight loss. Hell so am I in a way. It is good to be slim again. As the day wore on, it got worse. Ugh. Hubby mad, kids mad, mom mad. I long for the beach with quiet and fun not worry, arguing, and financial turmoil. Speaking of financial turmoil, I am in constant fear of my job ending. My dam work is so hard and unpredictable. I try and try, yet feel not yet entirely confident that I will be there forever and a day. I hope I am, but there are so many errors and things that I end up missing. So basically I am thin and eating a tad bit better but my life is till shit and more shit. lol Oh what a world and I am still melting as I sip wine and dream of a life that is less stressful and free of financial woes. I hope all is well with you readers. I pray that you are all well, healthy, happy, and having the best weekends and spring breaks of your lives. Ciao.
I feel like I am 78 or something, I have 3 doctors appointments in less than a month to get BC and check on my bad ticker. Shit sucks. For now I am eating plenty veg and smoothies with raw fruits and diet juices. Bleeeckch! lol Other than that this year is ok. I like 2016. I will be joining the gym soon, yeah it sounds cliche, but I have to in order to keep my heart healthy. I choose life. Been coloring in one of those adult coloring books with inspirational messages. I like it, no I love it. Fun stuff! I hung two of the finished pics in my cubicle and it really makes my dull desk interesting now. Well I am off to relax before work. Ciao.
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