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Got off to a good start today with a visit from my aunt and cousin. She, my aunt, was really happy with my weight loss. Hell so am I in a way. It is good to be slim again. As the day wore on, it got worse. Ugh. Hubby mad, kids mad, mom mad. I long for the beach with quiet and fun not worry, arguing, and financial turmoil. Speaking of financial turmoil, I am in constant fear of my job ending. My dam work is so hard and unpredictable. I try and try, yet feel not yet entirely confident that I will be there forever and a day. I hope I am, but there are so many errors and things that I end up missing. So basically I am thin and eating a tad bit better but my life is till shit and more shit. lol Oh what a world and I am still melting as I sip wine and dream of a life that is less stressful and free of financial woes. I hope all is well with you readers. I pray that you are all well, healthy, happy, and having the best weekends and spring breaks of your lives. Ciao.

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