That awkward moment when............
You contemplate the meaning of your life
When you loose a fellow friend who was just as awesome as you are
When you do excellent at work, but suddenly are not anymore
You marry the wrong person
Said person continues to make life hard for you every chance they get
Your mother defends said person
You get so angry that you ponder killing them or yourself
You love your kids, but not getting up in the morning to take them to school
Men want to be more than friends and you have sent no signs that you are interested
Your family is officially against you being you, no matter how cringe worthy you are
The pain of watching your grandfather grow old and wither into nothing, then die, be it peaceful
When your two closest friends no longer talk to you on a daily basis
Lonesomeness be it in love, friendship, faith, work, or family
The only thing you see is people hating their jobs and lives around you
The yearn to be free and be yourself but the ones whom are important to you hate the real you
Getting the notion that you will never be or have what you strive for.................