I got hired onto my new job Friday. I will work the old one and new one until I see that I can care for myself independent of my other income. Then I can take another well deserved break with my daughters and mum in tow. I still have horrible thoughts about myself for the past few years and working has proven to be the best hobby I could have to forget about them. Money makes me happy and unfortunately is the only thing I want. To provide for my daughters and make my mother comfortable during the winter of her life are of the most importance. I have no space for mean spirited or unapreciative men. This ring on my finger hasn't solved a dam thing as my social media is still exsamined along with my personal items in my home. My few trustworthy friends or folks I laugh with here are also personally attacked on a daily basis and I hate it. I don't do jealousy. I was nearly attacked with an iron hammer yesterday and was accused of cheating. The charger to my car was also taken, then...