Update

I have been MIA for a long ass while. Been trying to figure some things out. Mostly love and money. Kids are great, mom is great, but I am stagnant. I have been struggling with my true purpose and value as a person. Searching for the meaning of my existing. There is a talent show at one of the casino resorts here in Las Vegas and that has kept me occupied and detracted from wanting to die. Suicidal thoughts have been kept at bay with arranging my vocals and planning my costume. I pray these feelings will go away someday and I will have a sunnier disposition. But for now I can only try to stay busy and pray. Stay strong readers...